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PreppyMonkey
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Name: Katelyn
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Fort Myers
Birthday: 5/29/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: going to the beach, late night caribou/starbuck chats, long phone conversations, shopping, singing w/ my cds, pondering deeply.
Expertise: Stating the obvious, saying things that make people go: "what the ?"
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  PreppyMonkey
Member Since:
1/17/2004
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| do you ever just feel so overwhelmed that you just want to give up? why is it that it's always the people closest to you that hurt you the most? why is it that the fact that i can't trust people never ends gaining support? why can't people just be real? why can't some people just pick up a telephone and give you a whole 10 minutes of their life to talk to you or just plainly say hello just because? why do people always give the excuse of 'o i've been really busy'? basically this excuse means.. 'o i have been too busy for you.' why do people even have to come up with excuses? just tell me straight up. i'd rather have a truth that brings a tear than a lie that brings a smile. i'm strong i can take it. why is it that you can care the world for others and they don't give a sh*t about you? why is it that when i call someone up they think i need something? can i not call just to say hi? family are the ones who are supposed to always be there for you, ones you can always trust. what happens when you can't? what happens when forever doesn't last? can my heart break for you? i know you are not strong enough and i want to be there to take away the pain. would you let me? would you do the same for me? i am still waiting to find that one person who is always there for me no matter what, the one who calls at all the right moments cuz they had a feeling. the one who will give me the support i will give them. the shoulder to cry on. as you get older you learn to rely on family. they are the only ones that will always be there for you. but what happens when they aren't? what happens when someone you thought you knew turns their back and leaves you in the dark? what happens when the role model falls down? do the models still stand tall? if i fell down right now would you catch me? would you care why i fell? how can people be so deceptive? sometimes so bluntly in your face. i am sick of it. i cannot be around people like that and i am sick of liars. i am sick of people who are supposed to care but don't. so where do we go now? | | |
| so i just wanted to say hello world, haven't written in here forever... now that wilma is coming i am back home in tampa. hurricanes are so much fun...  at least classes get cancelled and i get a lil extra break. even though i just had one all week last week with break and chicago... fun times. | | |
| why is it the best things always happen when you least expect them to? hmmmm..... it was a goodnight.  i couldn't have planned or thought of it any better.... | | |
| so today has really sucked. and i don't even really know why. i've just had this crappy mood and i can't help it. i think sometimes it's really hard when i don't have a roommate who's around very much. and i don't have a best friend that's here. i don't have someone to always count on. to just sit around and do nothing with but still have the best time ever. i don't have the random person to call up and be like hey let's do something. i dunno. it's just weird. i feel like i don't have very many people i can really count on. which i'm sure there are plenty but it just doesn't feel like it sometimes. i dunno. i'm just tired. and i think i've just spent too much time by myself. i need a roommate who will be around. i need more than one. i guess it's kinda hard not living in the dorms i'm not around everyone all the time and i feel kinda sorta outta the loop. ah well. at least my day was made cuz i got the OC season 2 on dvd. so i will have plenty to do here in my spare time. | | |
| so sometimes i think too much. and that's a very bad thing. | | |
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